dispirited

I'm not dead, I'm just incredibly busy. I find it that when I stop logging on for a few months, I return to things I never thought would happen. Y'know, people actually looking at my stuff. Anywho... I've been busy, really busy. So busy that I barely have time to eat or really sleep. I'm surprised that I have time to sit down and write this. (Well, I'm procrastinating since I do have two papers to draft, and sleep to catch.) I'm currently working towards my AA degree with the intent on moving to a University to double major in Photography and Film. As for the photography: I've been working hard on it. I've managed to get a hold of a good

I know I've been saying for the longest time that I will start updating, and you know what - I'm a lazy bitch. Lazy is not the correct word...lets try unmotivated. This is funny considering I just started my major about two weeks ago. I need to find my motivation real quick if I am to keep a keen interest in getting my AA in photography. In order to fix this feeling of complete and total creative lag, I bought myself a new camera. I finally got the camera I've been wanting for quite some time. I bought the Nikon D40x. 10.2MP, pretty lenses, makes me feel warm inside. The idea of learning to shoot on a DSLR makes for motivation to beat the

Well, maybe I was and maybe I still am. This year has proven to be a rollercoaster ride in which I wish to get off of. I haven't had the motivation to pick up a camera in months. I look at other people's work and yearn to have their sort of creativity - something of which I fear I lack. Maybe I am no longer cut out to carry a camera, perhaps I never was. I don't know, a lot has happened. Hopefully when I cut some of my debt down I will buy a new camera and start again. My 5.0 won't cut it anymore.